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title: "Toilet trouble"
author: Greg
layout: post
permalink: /2010/12/toilet-trouble/
published_at: 2010-12-13 18:15:00 AFT
comments: True
licence: Creative Commons
categories:
  - Army
tags:
  - Afghanistan
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I'm sitting on the toilet completing this entry with a lot of fluid leaving my behind. In the background I can hear an Apache firing rounds and missiles. It feels pretty wary. We've had a few rocket attacks so far, nothing too close but I'm sure they'll get closer as I get older :) We arrived in country after a 20 hour stop over in the UAE. As we got off the C17 there was an Apache hovering above firing. It felt like the right place.

I left a girl behind in Sydney. Dee works at Macquarie uni and I met her playing ultimate frisbee. We're pretty similar in lots of ways, we're both pretty scared of commitment and how it changes us. I'm not sure I ever want to get married, I've got so much still left to do and I'm scared that I won't be able to do it if I'm in a committed relationship. We both felt this way and we entered our relationship knowing that when I left for this deployment that we would break up. That isn't how I framed it with the boys and they are having fun at my expense regarding my decision.
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